He keeps acting like he’s done a whole lot for me when he hasn’t and it feels like he loves bumming around till I explode. He thinks it’s ridiculous to help me and like he’s my bitch for helping me when I have 500+ dudes in my inbox that would love to be my bitch. I don’t want this anymore.
I don’t understand how you could be this stupid.
He showed me his over due car lease bill for $1400 and instead of paying it like I usually would (cuz I can’t since I don’t make the money I used to before he came into my life.) I said, oh that’s tough.
I can’t help you anymore. Enjoy going back to the life you used to have before me and I hope you find someone willing to do more than me since you’ve never thought I was worth it.
If there are guys who want to gift cars and take me to movies and museums
Then why should I settle for a bum that’s helped me do dishes 7 times in 4 years?
I feel dumb for giving them a chance and the past several years of my life. I don’t understand why he won’t do more to help but I just don’t care anymore.
I’ve been losing my attraction to him more and more from the lack of help and love I’ve been getting and he doesn’t care. I shouldn’t have to nag or blow up. I don’t care what happens to him anymore. He doesn’t care. I don’t care.
I feel him and I drifting farther and farther apart and that’s okay, cuz I need help he’s never going to give. The sooner he’s gone the sooner I can reach for the help I need to manage my social media, have a life and distribute more content.
Have a great day!
I don’t always use captions… mostly cuz the ones I use are debatable.
Posted both cuz I couldn’t decide whether I liked the pics with or without captions. I love them both. 🤣 Wouldn’t mind help with captions.
Buy me flowers, dinner or tribute towards my dinner. Send me your Snap name so I can flash u as a thank you. If you want a poem, give me some parameters and we can see if we can write poems back and forth.
Sincerely,
Princess Cynthia
#cindymoon #home #alone
Hey, fam.
Thanks for all the love and support as I human. Yes, I know it’s a codependent relationship. He gave me another work out as my personal trainer. I appreciate it. A few of you have questioned bipolar or borderline personality disorder, which I’m not sure so I’m not going to deny. I prefer the term ‘in my feelings.’ He’s all I can handle at the moment. My world is very very very small and he’s stupid hot and I wanna see him finish school. I’m happy sometimes. Day at a time. He makes me feel safer when I think about my stalkers or my other exes. He cares in his own way and we both have acknowledged we can’t always give each other what we need. I have stuff I have to work on, too. I’ve been a lot as well. Now, that he has his own place there’s a part of me that’s freaking out that he’s gonna be gone. Time to be more adult and mature. He’s been helping out a lot more recently and in my heart he’ll always be Lover #1 until we let go of each other or idk.
Thanks for the 50 new customs requests and 100 new video call requests. 😶
I know y’all are trolling for free attention so if you want me to turn on tip to chat like the A team girls do then I will. Send when you’re ready, I’m not your free adult bae care center. 🤣
If you’ve tipped or spent $20 or more, send me a rose emoji for a personal and custom voice message. 😇🌹 Super sponsors are always welcome to request love. With a heart ♥️ or 🌹 emoji. I will spend the whole night at home with you guys. You are my whole world and I wish I could share the convos. Sometimes we get flagged for them so I’m thinking of posting them to Insta instead.
If you’ve spent $50 or more, I will gift you bonus stuff for keepsies or quiet snap time. It’s up to you! If you’ve spent like $1000 or more you can request streams. Just communicate with me. I’m not perfect but I’m trying. You guys are the best online husbands, lovers and knights a girl could ask for. Im eternally thankful and grateful for u guys and I will take over the world and take care of it with your help.
I will be answering on all accounts so you know it’s me. Unlike most I am real and I am fiercely loyal and caring. I really care about you guys even if it’s not sexual. Lovers are temporary. Friends are forever.
Remember to spread the tributes on all accounts so I can mark your name accordingly. I drop the hard act when I see you’re not here to take advantage of me/ see me for free.
All progress is good progress @maihero
Before you ask, yes I had to post that last one. I read too many messages again. 🤣
It wouldn’t kill y’all to spend $5-$40 before making requests. 🤣🤣🤣 emotional labor is a real thing.
You want to turn us on Don’t you? I’m helping you by enlightening you. If the guy who spent 3k on a creator isn’t pressuring her for customs or m33tups then obvs shes not interested in the guy who spent 0 and is asking for circus tricks or cucking where she has to pay the co-star, too. If a model offers to let you see her in panties for $5 and you ignore it then why would she want to keep talking to you? Come on now. 🤣 Am I spoiled or smart? Chances are you’re getting the cold shoulder from a lot of these models when you request video calls and customs and now you understand why. 😇 just make that initial purchase first and see how she does warms up. I’m helping you!!!
If you’re one of the 5 people i owe a custom to send a rose. 🌹 I don’t plan on taking any more customs I realized it’s a ripoff to creators and we’re kinda idiots for doing them so this is just for a few special people until I have more time. 🤣
if I flash my pussy live for 40 bucks (originally 80), asking me for a 5 minute video for 40 bucks blasting both my blowholes is just not smart on creators end. A handful of customs for people who have been loyal and generous is okay, but a lot of people want to skip the teasing part and I hope creators reading this don’t get taken advantage of. Like if you’re not willing to spend $5 on a booty in panties pic why should I go out of my way to show you everything for 20 or 40?
(Go meditate, Cindy. You ain’t gotta do too much or get heated)
If you request a custom before spending a single dollar please go spend $100 first. Thank you, stay respectful. 💙
Stop asking for customs if you’ve never spent a $1, seriously 🤣
I’ll go live tonight.
#cindymoon #onlyfans
He cleaned my fridge and gave me his king bed and put it together. That was nice. It’s too big for his new room at his new place. He didn’t have to do that was kind of him. I tried not to nag every time I hear him vape. I didn’t actually throw away his food, I didn’t have it in me. I put it in the fridge.
I took my snaps by myself. Didn’t complete the few customs in queue, yet. Some people might have slipped from the list for snaps. Will try again after I sleep with more energy. Posted to 4 of my instas. Must make a new photoshoot for patrons.
Count blessings and remember tomorrow is a new day to be great.
I’m at 920,000 insta viewers. Thanks for the boosts. Let’s shoot for 1 million. ⭐️💖🌙🌍
