I want to be so rich my oven has a window in it.
I want to be so rich my oven has a window in it.
2023-08-11 04:38:18 +0000 UTC View Post
cindymoon7 posts
I’ve tried to make helping me as easy as possible and he som..
I’ve tried to make helping me as easy as possible and he somehow ruins it and me every time. He can’t even handle dinner, run a meme page for me where you post Garfield at least once a day with my link tree in the bio or record a video of me without it shaking or complaining. Im running over 7 social media pages by myself while he claims I don’t have a real job. I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t want you here anymore.
2023-08-11 04:10:25 +0000 UTC View PostI can’t do this anymore. He can’t just help when I ask. I do..
I can’t do this anymore. He can’t just help when I ask. I don’t understand and I just don’t care anymore. I don’t want to cook for you. I don’t want to help you anymore. I don’t want to love you anymore. He’s just not the person I need and this is my fault for trying to see him as more than he can actually be.
2023-08-11 04:07:55 +0000 UTC View PostI blew up on him and he left again. I’m fine with it. I got ..
I blew up on him and he left again. I’m fine with it. I got tired of him giving me advice or more tasks to do whenever I ask for help. I don’t need a loser who isn’t smart enough to give me some peace and help around here. As if piling up more stuff for me to do is somehow helpful to me. I threw out his dinner. If he can’t appreciate it, I don’t want him to have it and I’m irritated that he’s making me serve him over cooked and cold food and this is how I’m supposed to be remembered. Go back to eating fast food every day by yourself.
2023-08-11 03:38:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m okay with never seeing or hearing from him ever again. A..
I’m okay with never seeing or hearing from him ever again. Anything to get away from these clouds and hearing him vape.
2023-08-11 03:14:00 +0000 UTC View PostSending today’s Snapchats and then taking care of more stuff..
Sending today’s Snapchats and then taking care of more stuff around the house. A few of you ask why he’s still here and it’s cuz we’re both still attached to each other and his gym is closeby. He has no bed or tv at his new place, yet. I hate that I’ve had to reheat his steak dinner 3 times for him to not eat it and by then it’s just rubber. Not that my cooking is that great but when he waits 5-8 hours before eating my food doesn’t help. Just constant vaping and energy drinks that suppresses his appetite until he gives in and eats food to stop me from nagging. I can’t live like this anymore. I give up on him. I don’t want to see, hear, smell or know he’s vaping anymore. Especially the hearing it.
2023-08-11 03:06:27 +0000 UTC View PostThanked him for helping me with the car while I work and for..
Thanked him for helping me with the car while I work and for the physical help tossing out my old bed. It’s still not enough help but it’s still help. He won’t help with any of the super important stuff and I don’t want to wait for him anymore.
2023-08-11 02:58:05 +0000 UTC View Post
I went for a walk. He came back. Ate some of the food. I’m a..
I went for a walk. He came back. Ate some of the food. I’m angsty, huffy and in my own feelings thinking about everything. Wishing I was more independent and I finally tackled the dishes. I told him I need another walk. Before I left to decompress I dramatically told him I hope he falls in love with someone who does to him what he did to me. He said go take ur walk. I’m heading to the gym after I finish eating. It just rained and I love the just rained weather… so I’m letting myself absorb some fresh air and oxygen while I let my thoughts flow out.
2023-08-11 01:37:04 +0000 UTC View PostI need peace so I can relax, get horny, make content, set th..
I need peace so I can relax, get horny, make content, set this all up, continue learning, write without someone telling me I’m a shit writer and live. I don’t want to be around someone addicted to strezz and I want someone who wants to be around me. How are you here all the time but never have time for me? You’re here all the time and can’t help me or won’t? I need more than someone who does bare minimum. I deserve it all.
2023-08-11 01:03:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Winding down and walking. and enjoying songs like Let Me ..
Winding down and walking. and enjoying songs like Let Me Love you by Mario, in the name of love by Bebe Rexha, Favorite Song by Toosi & Khalid, people by Libianca, Alone by Marshmello Imagine by Marshmello Good love by City Girls feat. Usher Slut pop Album by Kim Petras Some songs by Trina Some songs by Nicki Minaj Some songs by Britney Spears
2023-08-11 00:32:34 +0000 UTC View PostI just realized I missed another acting class. 🤦🏻♀️ I’ve b..
I just realized I missed another acting class. 🤦🏻♀️ I’ve been mind stuck from the strezz of this guy existing (that I tried to love that kind of loves me) and all the news and history I was reading …and worrying about Myanmar, Iran and all these places around the world on the same timeline as us that I missed out on living in real life again. I should learn how to write English without Run on sentences, too.
2023-08-10 23:58:00 +0000 UTC View Post(If you’re not into stream of consciousness posts, keep scro..
(If you’re not into stream of consciousness posts, keep scrolling. This is for the people who enjoy when I disrupt the feed.) I don’t really like the person I am right now. It’s not me. Not the me I want people to remember me by anyways. To be completely honest; I’ve been constantly nagging, complaining or being negative in real life. I want to be happy, loving and carefree. But What would you be like if the person you cared about drank 3-5 energy drinks or coffees a day, smoked a pack a day since highschool and you had to watch them do that to themself every day? I care enough to say something when nobody else will. These chemicals in our products are more ??? Than we realize. I lost both my grandparents to cigarettes and never got to talk to them. I don’t know how to explain how desperate I was to get him to stop and he quit again. I’m very proud of him and happy about that. I stabbbed his last empty pack of cigarettes a few weeks ago with a steak knifee and left it on his duffel bag of clothes by the door to be clear. He’d rather eat cigarettes than food with me… I told him he doesn’t have to quit for me or for him but for his future kidz who are gonna need him for as long as possible. Even if they’re not my kidz, I want to see him be happy and healthy. I know it’s not easy to beat addictionn but enough is enough. This shouldn’t even be on my plate to worry about when I can’t get a handle on my career. I can’t focus with all this stuff on my mind and view. (The only addictionss anyone should have is me.) Now it’s us against his vaping addictionss. He keeps saying it’s harmless but I look at all the giant bottles of yellow slime laying about and watch him empty them so fast. I am on edge. I don’t want to be on edge. It can’t be good to coat your lungs with all this stuff every day. He keeps saying it’s harmless, just vapor and mist. I’m positive it’s not. Can you please just get High on life instead? Maybe an occasional dab. I’m tired of fighting idiots about stuff I shouldn’t have to worry about. So much noise. I didn’t want to blow up just now and he went out to put airs on the tire in the raining and thundering storm than rather talk to me right now. I’m eating quietly at home by myself and then waiting for him to eat my food 6 hours later again when it’s not fresh or good anymore. He never eats my food after I’ve just made it. Never. Vaping is better than eating nutrient dense fresh cooked food with me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I love him less and less every day. I wish I could do something but it’s his fight and I don’t want a part of this anymore. It’s like he’s addictedd to stress and cheap thrills. I’m a completely different person from since we first met. This has all changed me. I’m slipping away faster and faster every day. I don’t need an on and off toxic situationship to take care of someone with a sooner than most expiration date. If he’s not strong enough to choose himself or me, then I’m going to be out of his life. If that’s what he wants, then so be it.
2023-08-10 23:19:50 +0000 UTC View PostI wonder all the time if I’d have a different person in fron..
I wonder all the time if I’d have a different person in front of me if cigarettes, energy drinks and porn didn’t exist.
2023-08-10 22:56:57 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn ..
I don’t ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn and caffeine again. Chad helped me some last night with my car on the side of the road so I could send out seggsy snaps. We had to replace the tire but the donut tire was also deflated so we’re finishing today. He helped deconstruct my broken bed and toss it out. It’s storming and thundering strongly right now, too. I don’t want either of us out there while it’s dangerous. I kept trying to cook and provide nutritious meal not just for him but for myself, too. Let’s eat, let’s eat, I say before, during and after our errands trip to storage unit and Costco, only for him to keep pushing and pushing meal time away while vaping poison every other minute and drinking his second energy drink for the day. It all makes him less hungry and takes away his appetite. He just keeps saying, I’m not hungry, I’m not hungry and chugs more energy drinks and milk. Meanwhile I’m starving and eventually I just blew up at him cuz it’s so obvious that he doesn’t care about feeding himself but me either. He has never in his entire life given a fuck about whether I’ve eaten or not and I just had it and I’m eating without him. If you want to choose cheap, toxic thrills like cigarettes and vaping over me then enjoy losing me to someone willing to eat a whole meal with me without leaving to consume chemicals every other minute. If you can’t make sure your girl is fed and happy id be damned if I ever decide to give you kids cuz you wouldn’t make sure they’re fed either. Fuck you.
2023-08-10 22:44:26 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna be so rich I own a car I can put in previously menti..
I wanna be so rich I own a car I can put in previously mentioned garage.
2023-08-10 22:19:04 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna be so rich I have a garage.
I wanna be so rich I have a garage.
2023-08-10 21:44:18 +0000 UTC View PostIf you tipped or spent over 40 this month send me your Snapc..
If you tipped or spent over 40 this month send me your Snapchat for some bonus snaps as a thank you. ☺️💙 Princess Cynthia is here!!!! Let me know if you didn’t get thank you snaps today and you think I would have wanted to send some to you. Relax if you didn’t get any I will send stuff here for keepsies to super make up for it. ☺️💙
2023-08-10 04:38:52 +0000 UTC View PostIn order to change the world women should just start bombard..
In order to change the world women should just start bombarding men with unsolicited pussy pics and getting real aggressive about what they want. (for research purposes)
2023-08-10 01:52:13 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe I’m just being unkind right now cuz I’m sexually frust..
Maybe I’m just being unkind right now cuz I’m sexually frustrated.
2023-08-10 00:05:24 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t really look like a man from behind though.
I don’t really look like a man from behind though.
2023-08-10 00:00:20 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe I fell in love with a gay man.
Maybe I fell in love with a gay man.
2023-08-09 23:12:09 +0000 UTC View Post💖✨ Slut Pop✨💖 This is the funniest song I’ve heard all year..
💖✨ Slut Pop✨💖 This is the funniest song I’ve heard all year. 💖 I’ve been laughing all morning. Drop everything you’re doing right now and Listen to the music album Slut Pop by Kim Petra. 🤣
2023-08-09 15:50:45 +0000 UTC View PostI was in my thoughts for a bit and then someone offered to b..
I was in my thoughts for a bit and then someone offered to be my bitch and sent me $20 to tell them they’re small. I’m okay now. ♥️
2023-08-09 10:56:38 +0000 UTC View PostCozy, beta safe selfies at home.
Cozy, beta safe selfies at home.
2023-08-09 09:54:56 +0000 UTC View PostHe’s just not that into me. The sooner I can get out of th..
He’s just not that into me. The sooner I can get out of this and accept that And start talking to people who want to contribute to my life instead of constantly taking from it/ eating up my time and energy, the sooner I will be free. I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t want to be with someone who won’t kiss me. It doesn’t make sense that I have to beg and fight to help with dishes or take pictures of me. I shouldn’t give my time to someone who can’t get hard for me or thinks I can do all of this by myself. I deserve much more than this. I have to date more people. This just isn’t good enough for me. I can’t do anything about him choosing to not be good enough for me. I deserve it all. I love him less and less every day and he doesn’t care. I can’t wait to be free.
2023-08-09 09:42:43 +0000 UTC View PostYou’re buying me a car. You have many and it’s chump chang..
You’re buying me a car. You have many and it’s chump change to you. It would please you to see your Barbie get the best cuz she deserves the best. Money is no object to you. You can’t take all your cars to heaven but you can share while you’re still on Mother Earth. Send me a picture of the car you’d give me/ what you think I’d look good in. 😋
2023-08-09 04:14:03 +0000 UTC View Post
