

A lot of times, I wake up with this strange, sweet tension in my body… Like I need more than grean tea to start the day ☕
Like my thoughts are louder than usual.
And no matter how many things I plan to do, my mind keeps drifting elsewhere 🤯
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Do you ever get that?
When your whole body feels like it’s craving something, but you’re not sure what exactly? Touch? Attention? Control?
Or maybe just a moment where someone sees you (really sees you) and knows exactly what to do 😈
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I get this soft feeling in my chest…
A slow pull inside me that builds throughout the day.
And even when I try to distract myself... clean the kitchen, take a walk, scroll my phone 🤤 it’s still there.
Calling me.
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That’s when I film 🖤💦
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Because if I can’t have you here to take care of this feeling… Maybe I can turn it into something we’ll both enjoy later...
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Do you feel it now too?
Then tell me: should I make you watch… or make you help? 😏💋