I’m positive I would have been a millionaire by now if I just chose to stay seriously single 4 years ago.
Im grieving my own lost opportunities for happiness and success. I question my own judgement and heart for making the mistakes in choosing him. It’s okay to detach, heal and spend more time trying to fix everything going on here. I need 10 photo sets and someone who isn’t my worst enemy/ wants to be fan club president. I don’t need someone who isn’t good for me or has no intentions of seeing me succeed. I want someone who wants me to be happy.
I know I’m not the only one who was pulled into a relationship that wasn’t good for me based from my private dm conversations from other people happy and willing to share their stories. Mine doesn’t seem as bad and I’m thankful for their connection and sharing. im staying positive and thankful it wasn’t longer. Thanks to everyone for sharing their boo boo 👻 stuff, too. It’s humbling and it’s good it wasn’t worse or longer. I know some people who have had kids, got married or were stuck 7-10 years with someone who wasn’t good for them and they’re doing much better now so it gives me hope.
2023-11-10 22:37:27 +0000 UTC
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I’ll milk ur cock if I feel like it. 💕
2023-11-10 21:54:16 +0000 UTC
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Moon. I’m a cow.
#cindymoon #silk
2023-11-10 21:41:29 +0000 UTC
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I don’t know why I stuck around him as long as I did, knowing he was doing less than bare minimum. But I did and it built up a resentment and anger in me I’ve never had before. He’s keeping me in a constant state of distress and low morale, trying to tell me I can do all of this myself when I don’t even have time or will to take new pictures of myself. He never takes me on real dates and I never get to feel good or beautiful.
I can’t live in this nightmare anymore. As more time passes and he keeps doing nothing, I didnt recognize myself anymore. He’s just a leech and a nightmare every step of the way driving me to become more and more radical and I can’t do this anymore. I just eventually stopped being attracted to him. I only want to interact with people who value me, my time, my energy, my efforts and what I bring to the empty table. As far as I’m concerned, I am the table. If you bring nothing to the table, you can’t sit with us.
I can’t trust him, I can’t rely on him, I can’t go to him for anything at all. It’s always fighting and pulling teeth with nothing important getting done, frazzling me to the point where I can’t get out of bed or brush my hair. I keep giving and he never gives anything towards me. I hate my life with him and wish I never wasted the past 4 years of my life trying to make it work with him, getting pulled into this fog where nothing I needed was important. I feel like such an idiot and wish I never helped him.
One day, he will realize he should have done much more and by then i will be long gone.
2023-11-10 21:34:00 +0000 UTC
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I’ve been needing community lately after what happened to me at the park. So, I re joined a comic fan club discord I was in, my favorite group and discord. I’m not in a lot of places outside of onlyfans. There’s a vent section I love playing mommy or internet sis in. I thought about venting and decided nah, it’s easier and better if they don’t know. Stay strong (mentally and physically). I was welcomed back and very happy about that.
some doors close so other doors can open. It’s good to bring in fresh new energy and get yourself to the next chapter.
#cindymoon #diary #motivational
2023-11-10 09:53:45 +0000 UTC
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I hear my neighbors making love and I’m living thru them. 😩💦
2023-11-10 08:03:56 +0000 UTC
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You’re so easy to love. 💌
#cindymoon #love #letters
2023-11-10 07:32:13 +0000 UTC
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Do you prefer to day dream or night dream?
2023-11-10 06:57:03 +0000 UTC
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I told him I’m going to sleep with other people if he keeps not helping and he’s still not helping so I don’t want anything to do with him.
2023-11-10 04:27:42 +0000 UTC
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Looking for someone to take pics for me from the back. ♥️
2023-11-10 03:20:23 +0000 UTC
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I used to want him to be here all the time. Now, I just wake up angry and not wanting to even see him anymore.
2023-11-10 03:18:16 +0000 UTC
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New poem!
???
I am flirty!
U r dirty!
Submission is key! I type my heart out; Qwerty!
#cindymoon #writing #poetry
Thanks for coming by today’s stream and being here for me. You are all such a delight and joy in my life. I’m real happy I get to be here for you, too You guys are my besties. 🏰 ☺️ ♥️ 🌐
2023-11-10 02:13:10 +0000 UTC
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Send me proof that you reported her for harassing me with spam during my livestreams and I will award you. Spanks a lot.
2023-11-10 01:22:45 +0000 UTC
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5 more people reported her account. I thanked them, blocked their goon. She has ruined 5-10 streams of mine by now. I don’t know what her fucking deal is and why she’s being so damn trashy. someone tipped me 20 to cheer me up so I’m taking a walk and then getting back on stream. I need to focus on work and not what’s going on at home anyways. I deserve people who motivate me and make me feel safe, happy and beautiful.
2023-11-10 01:17:30 +0000 UTC
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I can’t wait till this chapter is over. I can’t live like this anymore.
2023-11-10 01:08:01 +0000 UTC
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The Dina person harassing me has her losers dropping their link in my streams so I can’t stream again. She’s dropped her link in my streams over 10 times. She’s blocked but I can’t keep her from harassing me with bullshit.
2023-11-10 00:57:35 +0000 UTC
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I’m not going to feel bad about dating other people and making content with other people. I kept warning him he can’t just sit around and do nothing while I’m drowning in 50 tasks a day and that he was gonna lose me if he kept it up. I need help. Not more burdens and him pretending he’s going to help. I warned him and told him what’s going to happen if he keeps driving me insane by complaining and doing nothing.
2023-11-10 00:26:15 +0000 UTC
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Florida houses are uggo. If you fly around Zillow and feel like showing me various stuff you come across, feel free! This first house is the prettiest house I’ve seen so far today and more of the architecture I adore. The rest is just to show what’s in the area. I love Florida but they definitely need more attractive and affordable looking homes. Someone gift me properties. 🤭🏰
Just got home and showering to wash away all my thoughts and feelings. Then jumping on live for 20 minutes!
2023-11-10 00:23:51 +0000 UTC
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I’m not even turned on by him anymore. There’s no point. I’m not attracted to misery and burdens. Just get out of here and leave your key so I can give it to someone better.
2023-11-09 23:49:18 +0000 UTC
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♥️
2023-11-09 23:48:00 +0000 UTC
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I really want a home and I only want people who only add to my life. More just for fun internet explorations. Thanks for showing me houses and properties you guys looked at for fun; too!
I’ll be live-streaming tonight when I’m done with my day job dog sitting.
Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7
2023-11-09 23:34:49 +0000 UTC
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Tonight’s the day we’re gonna make it happen. 💜
2023-11-09 22:47:48 +0000 UTC
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Whenever I can’t sleep, one of my favorite things to do is look at inadequate houses and property that are still out of my price range. 🤭
I’ve been on Zillow looking in various places. Just a little daydreaming. I wouldn’t mind a cabin or a quaint home in a small town since I don’t leave the house anyways. Would probably be neater if I had a cabin in Canada since they have universal healthcare there, tho. Lots of fun stuff to think about.
2023-11-09 12:39:47 +0000 UTC
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I haven’t seen most of north America, but the best looking houses I’ve seen were in Illinois, Georgia and a few in California.
I’ve always wanted a house with a fireplace, chimney, a yard, some spirals on the architecture, maybe a patio, an basement and an attic!
I wonder if good looking houses are in your area! 🏰
One thing at a time, but on my vision board has Several levels. This renovation is part of step 1 including growing out my bangs, getting my mind and body and everything in its best shape.
What would be on your vision board?
2023-11-09 12:06:55 +0000 UTC
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Good morning. 💛
Have a nice day!
2023-11-09 11:33:36 +0000 UTC
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Let’s share a cup of tea and get real cozy. 🧡
2023-11-09 11:12:14 +0000 UTC
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Someone sent me 40 for todays noms but didn’t leave the screen name for me. Can u tip $1 with ur screen name so i know who you are and can send you a thank you video?
2023-11-09 06:44:53 +0000 UTC
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Be honest!
I love watching crime documentaries and thinking…
2023-11-09 06:27:34 +0000 UTC
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I love the intimate nights we spend together. 💕
Thoughts of you make life better. 🌙
Just some lovely selfies of me in pink. 💝
2 feet pics, some up skirts and delightful selfies with my pretty face for you to drool over. Video of me in tiny red thong with booty jiggle, Beta safe!
2023-11-09 06:14:45 +0000 UTC
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I love the nights we spend together. 💕
Thoughts of you make life better. 🌙
2023-11-09 05:13:56 +0000 UTC
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