The super hot black harness and X pasties from last night’s snap show because I love denying you. 🖤 Showing you lots of skin so I can seduce you and have you all to myself. 💋 bonus nippy slip video. 😌
2023-09-09 01:51:26 +0000 UTC View PostChad cleaned the living room and kitchen again. I thanked him for contributing. I apologized for raising my voice. I know I get scary sometimes. We don’t always communicate properly or treat each other with respect. It feels easier to handle. It was a lot of clothing. He put them in piles in bedroom for me to sort out. The living room looks really good. I’m gonna work out. I can breathe more easily. I shared some of my dinner with him. He said Thank you.
2023-09-08 06:28:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Today i did 2 streams! Shut them both off after 15 minutes and no tips. When I first started I usually shut down the stream within 10 minutes so I’m being generous going to 15 minutes. Posted some screen grabs so new people can know the rules and understand a little of why. I mean, if you have a brain you can understand why I started having boundaries. I don’t really need anyone publicly degrading me or wasting my time and energy. It’s like going to the strip club empty handed and expecting the dancers to be nice to you. Boy, what. 🫠 Of course, they’re gonna have an attitude while you’re trying to ask them how life is going or how much is a gol.den shower when you haven’t even thrown $20. Just shut up. 😆 My Brains also a little fried from too many people seeking free attention so thank you for your patience and understanding. Especially when I get short because I’m getting the ick from cheap people trying to pull me into a conversation while I’m naked. It just doesn’t feel good, tbh. 😅 I’m goddess but I am also human. Lol. I’m still pissed at someone named Toby who pulled 3 responses out of me pretending he was gonna tip so I know the tip before chatting is a reasonable boundary. I only have so many spoons. And reminder for the dumbasses, I don’t have to show you anything. Don’t come into the chat room and ask why aren’t I naked already when you haven’t tipped $1 in 2 years. 🙄 I know you’re trying to pull me into doing more than I need to for free and that’s something some of you creeps do to the dumb creators. Anyways, I’m getting stricter and focusing my time and energy on my personal angels who have taken care of me and deserve my attention. Appreciate you worshipping quietly. If you’re one of the people who enjoy mean bullying, degrading and humiliation, please just say so instead of purposely saying stuff to get me angry. I’m not into people saying certain things and once I get the ick from reading what you say, I put an ❌ next to your name cuz I don’t forget how pathetic and creepy you are. Im willing to jump on stream again in a different outfit if we reach a summoning goal. Tributes will get rewards from Goddess. 🥰 Sincerely and with love and another post that’s way too long, - Cindy Moon
2023-09-08 04:43:36 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be on at 11 pm Miami time which is about an hour from now. I enjoyed a really warm, nutritious and delicious Vietnamese meal and got a lot of stuff out of my system. Thanks for being here for me!
2023-09-08 01:50:43 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the second most toxic relationship I’ve been in. 😑 The first was a sex addictt so obviously that was WAY worse and scarier. I’m not that fearful of him “cheating” since he needs a lot to get going. Whats he going to do? Sling his soft 5 inch burrito at the girls who aren’t gonna provide dinner every night or care enough to try and get him to stop smoking, vaping and drinking 5 energy drinks a day? I honestly think it’s just his nicotine addictionn and maybe some of the porn addictionn affecting his performance. It doesn’t matter. I’m thinking too much. I don’t care if he sleeps with other people I don’t own him and I’d rather him live his best life as long as I’m taken care of. But I’m not. And I don’t care if he wants to sling his soft cock at other girls at this point. Obviously, I shouldn’t be in a toxic relationship at all but I’m picky with attachment issues and have read enough news to not want to date or make too many connections with people. It is what it is. I need my circle small as possible. I know less than ten people in real life and I plan on keeping it that way. Thanks for coming to my bed talk. 🤦🏻♀️
2023-09-08 01:39:24 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve given you more than enough of my time, love, money, opportunities, chances and energy. If you can’t get a hard on so I can record me sucking on it for 1 minute every day then I can’t be with you. I was willing to get slammed every night live but you’re camera shy even though we are the only people in the room and we’re just canoodling. If you’d rather be addicted to porn and lose the only person willing to take care of you then keep doing what you’ve been doing. I don’t know what you expect from me other than rage and a bratty attitude. I want and deserve princess treatment. I’m not crazy or asking for much. It is insane for me as an online sex worker to date someone who can’t get a boner and then has the audacity to not treat me like a princess. Don’t ever fall in love, it blows. I’d rather actively love on my online husbands for a lifetime. I don’t need therapy, i know and understand everything going on but I’m still growing through it cuz I have feelings. I just want 69 million dollars and my online husbands at this point. I can’t handle making any more connections rn. I didn’t go to the market and buy us food and cook for him today. I went out to eat and treated myself to a nice meal. Then I’ll be home to stream.
2023-09-08 01:21:51 +0000 UTC View PostI never wanted to hate on his ex but I remember him spending days texting her while the sink was full of dirty dishes, laundry hamper was full the whole Madonna Whore complex/ under appreciated girlfriend situation. I’d been crying from my life load, im still taking care of dinner, im getting crazy from the workload he won’t help me with (after I’ve paid him thousands to help me to pack for demo or handle marketing ) while I’m trying to answer 300 messages a day working 15-18 hours a day and he spent the day laughing and masturbating to nude pics of her so I don’t know what you want from me , ex girlfriend.
2023-09-08 00:50:20 +0000 UTC View Post
I heard you want a piece of me. 💋
2023-09-07 23:44:11 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t care what any of you say if you only had to pay $10 to see someone’s tits you’re definitely talking to her husband. 🤣 if you’re getting to see them for free, that’s even more likely. 😭💙🤣. I’m crazy and I might never get to your message but I’m real. 😭
2023-09-07 23:41:10 +0000 UTC View PostA clip from the last bundle of a booby teaser. 💕
2023-09-07 23:05:30 +0000 UTC View PostYes, I could come with way less baggage but this is probably more interesting than you chatting with another onlyfans creator pretending to be a woman. This way you know I’m real because why would anyone post any of this. 😭💙 As always, feel free to spill your tea in the DMs/expressional booth if you need. 🍵
2023-09-07 22:50:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Thanks for all the boosts. Goddess needs them and wants to hit 1 million views for the month. I’m gonna take a nap. If there’s a minimum of 50 likes on my wall posts as far as my adhd will take me I will post spicy photos as a reward. If there’s a 100 minimum likes on my wall posts I’ll masturbate live for free today. I’m raising money for refugees and Need to be big enough to make an impact. Thanks for elevating me. 😇 #cindymoon #onlyfans #actor #kindof
2023-09-07 19:04:05 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll stop writing stream of consciousness essays at some point
2023-09-07 18:32:46 +0000 UTC View Post
He told me to stop talking Schitt about him and that he’d help me with everything I’ve got going on if I stopped. I said fuckk you it’s been 3+ years, that I’m talking schitt because he hasn’t stepped up or helped me with my needs. We argued more. He screamed that I cheated on him. I screamed back at him how was I cheating if he doesnt even take me out on dates, we never established we were together and he won’t tell me I’m pretty. He’s never gotten me an anniversary gift or a Christmas gift, won’t take me on a real date while I provide him with everything he needs. Im just ???????????????????? I hate these canon events. I can’t focus. He said I was lazy, blah blah blah and tried to shame me for masturbating when he can’t get a hard on but watches porn constantly and can only get a hard on when he sees super explicit content. Then masturbates tons when he watched hard core content. He told me to stop talking schitt before passing out on my bed. What the fuck is actually going on I feel so stupid. Sometimes, I roleplay as goddess not because I have an ego because I clearly don’t, otherwise I wouldn’t be in this situationship. I roleplay goddess, king, queen, mommy or goddess cuz it lets me feel good and bigger than I really am in real life. I’m close to my breakthrough. I don’t care anymore that he has poor people Brain. We love hate each other and I need to be surrounded by people who just love me and want me to be successful. He resents me for being able to bring in money for this job and I resent him cuz I see couples online having fun and their male partners are their biggest fans and love playing Instagram husband. These are supposed to be the sexiest years of my life. I don’t understand why he’d rather watch me burn to the ground and become so broke and depressed I can’t help pay for his meals anymore. I know I got myself into this mess and I wish I were less human and could get in front of my emotions. I’m gonna delete and edit photos. I have so much to do. I wish he didn’t take my laptop. I wish I could ask him for help instead of just fighting constantly to get even further. This shall pass. It has to. I want to catch up to the entrepreneurial people making 30-80k a month and I know I’ll never make A Team money if I keep this deadweight in my life. It doesn’t matter if I love him. I don’t think he really loves me. I need to make the money to make a difference in the world. I have to get out of this for more than me.
2023-09-07 18:04:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m fine. I just had to bitch and break the fourth wall again. Walking Gang Gang and touching grass. Watching him chase iguanas and ducks makes me feel better. Coming out of bunker more. Might watch Bad Vegan later to humble myself and remember my story is actually boring compared to what other people have gone through. Tinder swindler is even worse. I’ll make it and be free one day.
2023-09-07 16:30:27 +0000 UTC View PostIf you’d rather watch porn than make some with me then you don’t really deserve me now, do you?
2023-09-07 16:22:25 +0000 UTC View PostHe loves the girls in porn having sex so much. I hope he’s ready for when I become one. He has no one to blame but himself. I never deserved any of this and I know the universe will reward me for my strength and for leaving him.
2023-09-07 16:21:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes, you just have to open up.
2023-09-07 16:09:48 +0000 UTC View PostI wrote a lot of essays today in this secret journal space so I’ll be streaming today to balance everything out. See ya when I see ya.
2023-09-07 15:55:45 +0000 UTC View PostI remember I asked him when’s the last time he took me on a date and he didn’t have an answer. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I never want to be this mean, angry and upset every day. This isn’t me. He won’t add to my life or help me with anything important and I feel like he’s my worst enemy when I need a best friend. You can’t expect someone to be good and kind to you when all you do is waste my time and do nothing to soften me, make my life easier or allow me any chance to be feminine. I don’t want to be masculine anymore and argue with someone who clearly doesn’t care about or or isn’t even attracted to me. What the fuck are you doing here besides taking advantage of me? You’re always here but have no time to help. You don’t have a job and refuse to help. How did you expect this to turn out?
2023-09-07 15:53:30 +0000 UTC View PostMai hero: why are you getting upset over broke people who are never going to add any value to your life? Cindy Moon: I dunno. You’re right. I’m gonna try harder to get my key back. I can’t keep waiting for him to help out anymore. I need someone who’s happy for my success and wants to help me be more successful. This is just ruining my life for no one’s benefit and I need someone bigger, better, smarter and actually cares about me. Mai hero: There you go! You got this. Go be a Barbie. @maihero
2023-09-07 15:44:38 +0000 UTC View PostI’m never doing this again. I don’t know how you could have so many addictions to the point your dick stops working and then have the audacity to get mad at me and make my life worse instead of better. One day I will stop talking about you and caring about you and you’re gonna be alone again wishing you made bare minimum effort. I have done more than anyone else you’ve ever dated and you’re still doing nothing and complaining calling me lazy. I have bought or cooked thousands of meals for this man and he’s fine with letting me go hungry and crying every other night. You’re not worth this pain. I love you less and less every day. This is what you want and soon I won’t love you anymore. Enjoy reaping what you sow because I can’t give you another 4 years of my life for a dick that doesn’t work and fighting almost every single day.
2023-09-07 15:35:13 +0000 UTC View PostHe read everything on my wall because he talks and comforts his ex gf more than he takes care of me and his ex gf stalks my page and comforts him even though he happily left her for someone else and still loves the person he left her for. You can pay his bills and meals. Both of you need to get away from me. He has me blocked so he can sell our content and write filthy captions without me getting as mad and still has the audacity to say I’m not doing enough. I fucking hate him.
2023-09-07 15:32:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning. Some people are never going to be worth it no matter how much time you give them or how many chances you give them. May you love them less and less every day until this too shall pass. You’ve been worth it every single day and will continue to be worth it. Have a great day.
2023-09-07 15:04:05 +0000 UTC View PostYou can keep smoking, vaping, consuming alcoholl, consuming 5 energy drinks a day, gaming, watching porn and fightingg strangers on the internet instead of being a part of my life. I won’t be at your funerall which is going to happen in less than ten years. I’ve been worth it this entire time. You’re the one that isn’t worth it.
2023-09-07 09:31:20 +0000 UTC View PostChad would rather make sure I lose all of my feelings for him and resent him than help me. He’s been on his phone all day doing things that don’t help me or make my life easier. Not even 5 minutes to help me. I just don’t understand and I can’t deal with it anymore. No job and won’t help me. He says I’m doing nothing even though I feel like I am working 24/7 managing 7 pages and he’s the one who’s doing nothing. This is insanity. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I need someone who doesn’t resent me for how blessed and fortunate I am to have this opportunity. Someone who helps me make my money while keeping me happy so I can make enough to make a difference. Loving him is destroying me. If he wanted to help me or see me succeed, he would have helped me by now. Taken me out on a date. Helped me record a 3 minute b/g video by now. He can’t do it so he aggravates me by sitting on my couch or bed all day. Sometimes, I walk in on him watching porn or looking and other girls OF’s and chatting with them while I’m drowning in work and things that need help in real life. He’s taking the time and space where I’d rather have someone who wants to make content with me. He makes me feel ugly. Refuses to tell me I’m pretty, important or beautiful. I end up blowing up every couple of days cuz he just keeps taking but won’t contribute enough to my life. I don’t understand how anyone could be this stupid. I need someone who asks me what do you need? Someone who can get a boner and not steals all of my people, making thousands off of me but won’t help me. He makes it so obvious that he doesn’t love me but he still hangs out here like I’m some random roommate. I don’t need a roommate. I need a smart, high value person who can help me get to where I need to be so I can relax and work on more important stuff. You can’t even get a boner and you won’t even make my life easier or better? Why are you making me go through this much every day??? I need b/g content and you’re punishing me because you watch so much porn your dick stopped working, are you out of your fucking mind? He’s never going to see me from my shoes. He’s gonna keep villainizing me for asking for help. Nothing I say will get through to his mind that he needs to help put in my life or leave. I’m not a villain for asking for help or trying to get set up so that I can stop writing essays online and be able to relax. He keeps putting everything on me and making everything worse by doing nothing while I’m running on fumes. I don’t have any choice other than to keep crying until I have no more tears left to cry. I’m not over him but I’m over it. I don’t ever want to love again. He’s been my worst enemy since coming into my life and I need a best friend. Not whatever this is.
2023-09-07 09:10:14 +0000 UTC View Post
