Donβt you love waking up early for no reason ~.~
I called the vet to confirm if his appointment was 9 am or 10 am
Itβs 8 am...
On Thursday π§π§π§π§π§π§
Sometimes I wonder about myself...how tf did I put it on Monday...I donβt...understand :-)
Iβm going back to bed for at least an hour π
*snuggles back in with both cats perched by my feet because I put their food up so that Sammy would be fasted* π
Theyβre big mad
Throwback to last spooky season!! π Iβm hoping my drive to dress-up kicks in this week so I can have some fun with it π₯Ί
This show was my first ever and was SO fun
Iβm going to put the recording in September faves folder as an extra and send it as a DM to everyone else in case you missed it
I only had about 300 subs then so chances are, ya did ππ
One lip slippin out, coochie tryin to escape π
she says sheβs feelin real flirty
maybe you should have a coochie taste π€·ββοΈ
(And if you havenβt seen this twitter thread pls look it up and drop some of your own bars in the comments below π€£π)
And naughty nun part 2 >:3
A passionate tiddy job, bj tease, and then jerking you off between my heels until you cum on them...
this was one of my only time doing heel/foot fetish 4 years ago, and I'm about to re-embark and have a lotttt of fun with it.
OKAY, THIS IS FOR THE LADS THAT ARE HERE TO BUST LOADS FOR MY FAT TIDDIES<3
got your attention? good. feel free to ignore that last post and carry on, I want this to be your happy place.
Now that my pussy is back in action I'll be making some fresh posts for the feed and my September faves, as well as finishing my last few custom snaps!
In the mean time I'm going to keep up the holiday spirit and upload 2 classics, My naughty nun videos >:3
I hope you'll enjoy <3
Hi, hello. I'm clambering back onto the wagon. My kitty was out of commission the last 5 days, and at the same time I had one of the worst nights of my life...
At first I thought I could handle it and use it as motivation to hold myself together and become better than ever for those who need me.
That's still the plan, but right now? I am so incredibly lost and numb. And I don't know what to do or how to fix it.
I splashed the ocean on my face, put holes in my body, made list after list of solutions.
Because I can not accept the things so horrible in life that they are unfixable.
I know I can make things better, but I can never undo them. And I can't handle that.
Sometimes the worst thing that ever happens to us, is something happening to the ones we love.
The ones we would do anything to protect.
I can't even explain the situation until I've dealt with it all and have everything safe and settled, but in due time I will at least fill you in on the surface details and you will understand, and maybe it can even help heal your own human experience...
That's all I can really hope for at this point.
It's so bizarre to me because I was at this turning point of really having everything together, feeling well enough that I reopened a lot of myself and my connection to others that I'd long been closed off from to protect myself.
Life said "You good? okay, now handle this".
I just keep trying to tell myself that it's better I know now than before.
At this point in my life I'm equipped to actually do something to help, whereas before it would've just been suffering and...well, helplessness.
I don't know. This is for the handful here that care for my heart, thank you for reading, and I've got the goods for the rest of ya coming in my very next post.
Answered 88/118 messages le PHEW π itβs 4 am so the rest will be in the mornπ
I took today for self care and got a mani pedi, did hella laundry, and HAD SUCH A GOOD WORKOUT π
the endorphins make me feel so human, Iβm so happy I finally had that push that got me to do it after 9 months of neglect π₯Ί I largely contribute that motivation to how well therapy has been helping my mindset and self-worth, and how RIDICULOUSLY supportive you all have been of me.
im back to my grind tomorrow, filming all day and then hotel content on Sunday, send everything out Monday, and then I can take on new requests so keep ya eyes peeled and Iβll send ya nudies and sneak peaks til then πππ
Update for faves in case ya thought I forgot: Iβll be making the facial video separately since the creampie was already p long and I want to do a JOI/TJ style vid with itπ Also planning on a shower door fuck vid so you can watch my butt press against it OwO love that
A floor riding vid, and then something artsy and erotic for a change of pace π
Feed will get the full length floor riding video as well as sexy clips and photos too, BUT
i really want to do some other fun stuff too?
Like a βget ready w/meβ video, a question and answer video about regular and/or sexy stuff, maybe some Halloween stuff, some live streams with seasonal vibes!
idk, I feel really positive lately and have more to share than my tiddies, so I really want to have as much fun with this as possible. It make me happy :β3
and if itβs not your cup of tea I completely understand and you can scroll past my mania π
Iβm about to have my therapy sesh, run some errands, tidy up, have d1nner out for the first time since March, and then come back and fulfill my duties here π₯°
much love booβs!ππ
xoxo siege
THANK YOU FOR FINISHING MY GOAL ^O^ Iβll get all my messages answered late-late this evening so you can get ya perks ^O^πππ! Just sent out the faves welcome message finally, got hella sidetracked with my c b t workbook and now I only have a few hours to nap before my dental check up -.-
mission βReset sleep scheduleβ will commence tomorrow
until then I hope you guys enjoy the video and photos ;3
iβm unsending my faves deal in the afternoon so if you want in, nab it π₯°ππ»π
you can still join until October 15th, just not for 5$ less π whatever works for you, Pooh!
have a great morning please!! π
Also also: September faves will run until October 15th, and then Iβll start a new one for costumed/spooky stuff π just want to make sure I have enough time and content for the sept one so nothing is rushed and everyone doesnβt have to shell out for it again so soon >.> It was my fault for getting such a late start, but weβll have a fresh start in November, eh ππ₯°
Do you want exclusive nudes and a free video just for being subbed to me?
turn on rebill and youβll get just that π
Video will be sent to every 11.99 rebill the day it
goes through starting sept 26th
im going to send out spesh nudes to rebill list tonight though ;3π
π thank you so much to everyone who has shown love on my campaign, weβre already half way there!!
Best thing to wake up to π₯°π₯°π₯°
Iβm getting prettied up right now and going through my inbox to make my lists :3
my goal is to get to all custom snaps first and record a video for September faves, a good, creamy facial video uwu
Maybe simulated cream pie too ;3c
currently at 31 faves out of my goal to get 100!!
Remember to join so you donβt miss out, saves $$
Expand for tip menu! π₯° This goal is for my dental bill and my kitty sammyβs upcoming dental appointment as well :3
gotta keep our mouths healthy, we still have a lot of life to live π expensive af, but worth itπ
Iβm really excited to grind all weekend with/for you guys for the first time since July !
If we can complete the goal by October 1st Iβll also post a clip of me playing with a big toy to all contributors of 10$ or more π
Tip menu:π15$ dick rating via text! (add 5$ to either if you want to send a vid, and if you do please include cumshot because thatβs an important aspect of the rating to meππ€·ββοΈ)
π16$ Any 2 vids!
π20$ Snapchat for life (dm me your username with tip!π₯°)
π25$ September faves! This is my monthly club list, I add you and send you dropbox links to 4-5 photos and video sets you can keep, and that will be pricier for anyone else to buy via PPV π my best value deal, always. Aiming for 100 members on my list! ππ
π65$ flash sale on my sex tape, last chance to buy it! Iβll include a photo above of the description!
π100$ my dropbox of 44 vids AND September faves club (and my undying love π)
I went from 250 messages down to 43 πππ»ππ»ππ»
Iβm going to answer the remaining ones in the morning and then everything will be smooth sailing and onlyfans can be my happy place again where I earn my praise and donβt feel like a let down π I seriously hate to leave people hanging, my brain builds it up into an impossible task when it reality I had such a good time going through them!
My tooth surgery went well this morning and itβs not as swollen as I thought? But I may eat my words tomorrowπ either way Friday-Sunday is content-makin all day so my sept faves are loaded up and I can hit my goal to cover my dental work and my fur babies too ππ»π₯°
gotta have that motivation to keep my newsfeed fire for you guys π
I hope you have a lovely Thursday and bust one for
me tonight ;3
xoxo siege
Okay tips that have worked:
use wifi on mobile (Iβm using Safari but another user is on Firefox and it works)
im streaming from chrome and 2 other users are viewing from chrome
I can postpone the show til tomorrow but Iβd have to wear a mask lolol so letβs hope we can all troubleshoot it and get this poppin toniiiight